my relative

i wan said bout my relative..i feel tat i really far away from them...n i scared to talk 2 them...since i am childhood i oredi scared bout tat...dunno y...even my grandfather i oso nt closed wif him..In my memory he are "yan su" d ppl...n my aunt , there are friendly...bt its hav a gap between me n them...n my cousin i oso nt closed wif them...mayb its becoz of i few 2 c them...n then i m d person muz spend a long time 2 get close wif a person...hehe....i noe i muz cure wif this problem...hope tat one day i will nt feeling scared 2 talk 2 my relative....